Helpless

[Transcript of "Buffy The Vampire Slayer" episode Helpless at buffyology.com.]

Prologue

INT. ANGEL'S MANSION-- MAIN HALL-- NIGHT

The lights are low. The logs in the fireplace are burning steadily. Candles are lit throughout the room. Pan across a blanket upon which are the remains of a cozy picnic dinner.

Suddenly BUFFY hits the floor in front of the fireplace hard on her back. ANGEL crouches over her and she flips him over her head. He lands flat on his back and Buffy scrambles to her feet and spins around to face Angel. He hesitates for a moment, then lunges at her, throwing a punch that she easily ducks. They continue to fight; finally Buffy snatches a baguette from the blanket and rolls toward Angel, straddling him and plunging the long, thin breadstick at his chest, stopping just short of penetration.

BUFFY

Gotcha!

ANGEL

Uh! Right in the heart.

BUFFY

(smiling)
Satisfied?

ANGEL

I'm not sure that's the word.

BUFFY

(uncomfortable)
Okay.

She sets aside the baguette, stands up and takes a few steps away.

BUFFY

I didn't mean 'satisfied' like...

ANGEL

No, I wasn't trying to...

BUFFY

(awkward)
'Cause we're not having satisfaction in the personal sense.

ANGEL

Of course.

BUFFY

I should go. Giles is...

ANGEL

...is waiting for you. I know.

BUFFY

Thanks. For the workout.

ANGEL

Am I going to see you this weekend? You probably have plans.

BUFFY

Right, birthday. Actually, I do have a thing.

ANGEL

Oh, a thing. A date?

BUFFY

(nods)
Nice attempt at casual. Actually, I do have a date. Older man. Very handsome. He likes it when I call him 'Daddy'.

ANGEL

Your father. (beat) It is your father, right?

She gives him a reassuring grin and nods.

BUFFY

He's taking me to the ice show. Which should be big fun. I could use a little fun.
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INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- DAY

Buffy is sitting at the study table. There is a rather large collection of crystals of various colors, shapes and sizes on the table and GILES dangles a pink one in front of her.

GILES

This one?

BUFFY

Amethyst.

GILES

Used for?

BUFFY

Breath mints?

GILES

(exasperated)
Charm bags, money spells and for cleansing one's aura.

BUFFY

Okay, so how do you know if one's aura's dirty? Somebody come by with a finger and write 'wash me' on it?

Giles sets down the crystal, takes off his glasses and props his arms on the table, fixing Buffy with his gaze.

GILES

(serious)
Buffy, I'm aware of your distaste for studying vibratory stones but since it is part of your training, I would appreciate your glib- free attention.

BUFFY

Sorry. It's just with Faith on one of her unannounced walkabouts, I feel like somebody should be patrolling.

GILES

Well, Faith is not interested in proper training, so I must rely on you to keep up with yours.

BUFFY

I hate being the good one.

GILES

And as for patrolling, well, you'll be there soon enough. Why so anxious?

BUFFY

I guess it... I just have some... energy to burn.

GILES

Well, in due time. But for the present, if it's not entirely beyond your capabilities, try to concentrate.

He selects the largest blue crystal and sets it in front of Buffy. She sighs and stares into the crystal.

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EXT. SUNNYDALE-- PLAYGROUND-- NIGHT

A VAMPIRE rolls down the slide and onto the ground, dazed. Buffy runs down the slide after him, ready to fight.

BUFFY

Wow, that was really funny-looking! Could you do it again?

VAMPIRE

I'll kill you for that.

BUFFY

For that? What were you trying to kill me for before?

The vampire lunges at her but she ducks and sends him slamming back into the carousel with a roundhouse kick to the chest. She strides toward him and raises her stake.

BUFFY

Okay, so here's the deal...

Suddenly, she is overcome by dizziness. She closes her eyes and steps back unsteadily, almost as though in pain. The vampire seizes the opportunity and rushes her, swings her around and throws her onto a picnic table. She rolls off it and onto the ground as the vampire jumps on top of her, straddling her. He wrenches her arm around, making her cry out in pain. Her stake is now pointed down at her own chest and the vampire uses his body weight to slowly push it down toward her.

VAMPIRE

Let me know if I'm not doing this right.

Her eyes go wide with terror as she struggles desperately for her life.

Opening credit sequence.

ACT I

EXT. SUNNYDALE-- PLAYGROUND-- NIGHT

The vampire straddling Buffy leans hard on the stake, slowly pushing it closer to Buffy's heart. She struggles hard to keep him at bay but she's losing the battle. In a desperate attempt to throw him off her, she head-butts the vampire, stunning

him slightly. She then slaps him in the face and shoves him off of her. He rolls away and Buffy scrambles for the stake, rolls back onto her back and braces the stake against her chest pointing upward. The vampire jumps to his feet and lunges angrily for her, landing on top of her and impaling himself. He looks at Buffy in stunned shock even as he disintegrates into a cloud of ashes.

Buffy pauses, then raises herself to a sitting position and brushes the dust from her jacket.

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INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- DAY

Buffy is concentrating on a target set up against the railing. She raises a knife and throws it. It glances off the target and clinks as it hits the floor. Giles comes into the library with his briefcase and a cup of coffee and heads toward his office.

GILES

Bit early in the day.

BUFFY

Giles, something's wrong.

GILES

(stops)

Wrong?

He notices the target with a few knives stuck awkwardly in it. None of them are anywhere near the center. Buffy throws a knife and misses

GILES

Perhaps you shouldn't... do that anymore.

BUFFY

On top of that, I got a bad case of the dizzies last night and almost let a vamp stake me. With my own stake!

Giles sips his coffee as Buffy throws yet another knife. It flies wild.

BUFFY

I'm way off my game. My game's left the country. It's in Cuernavaca. Giles, what's going on here?

GILES

Well, perhaps you've got a bad flu bug or something.

BUFFY

No. No, not sick. I can't get sick. My dad's coming to take me to the ice show. We do it every year for my birthday. If I cancel, it's going to break his heart.

GILES

Well, just take it easy for forty-eight hours. You know, forego patrolling until you feel yourself again.

Buffy picks up a couple more knives from the table.

BUFFY

No. No, I just need to spend a little more time training.

She throws one. This time it breaks one of the reading lamps. Before Giles can reprimand her, she bolts for the door.

BUFFY

I'm gone!

GILES

Thank you!

He goes into his office without looking at the damage.

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EXT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- DAY

OZ, XANDER, WILLOW and Buffy are eating.

XANDER

An ice show? A show performed on ice? And how old are we again?

WILLOW

I went to Snoopy On Ice when I was little. My dad took me backstage and I got so scared I threw up on Woodstock.

BUFFY

Look, I know you guys think it's just a big, dumb, girlie thing but it's not. I mean, a lot of those skaters are Olympic medal winners. And every year my dad buys me cotton candy and one of those souvenir programs that has all the pictures and okay, it's a big, dumb, girlie thing but I love it.

OZ

It's not so girlie. Ice is cool. It's water but it's not.

WILLOW

I think it's sweet you and your dad have a tradition. Especially now that he's not around so much. Ixnay on the caramel corn, though, if you go backstage.

Buffy nods in agreement.

XANDER

We're still talking party, right? I mean, some of us still love to relish celebrating in the birth of the Buff.

BUFFY

I don't know. I think it might be time to put a moratorium on parties in my honor. They tend to go badly. Monsters crash. People die.

WILLOW

But eighteen is a big one, Buffy. I mean, you can vote now. You can be drafted. You can vote not to be drafted.

BUFFY

I think I'll choose to celebrate this one with quiet reflection.

XANDER

Where is it written that quiet reflection can't be combined with cake and funny hats?
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- KITCHEN-- NIGHT

A large birthday floral arrangement is on the island, complete with helium balloon and card. The tickets to the ice show are attached to the card. JOYCE is at the stove making dinner. She hears the front door close.

JOYCE

Buffy?

BUFFY

Present.

Buffy enters the kitchen, sees the flowers and smiles.

BUFFY

Oh, present!

JOYCE

They're not. They're from your father.

Buffy takes the card and tickets from the arrangement and stares at them with crushing disappointment.

JOYCE

His quarterly projections are unraveling and he can't afford to take off right now. He promises to make it up to you. It's all right there in the letter.

Buffy folds up the tickets and the card without even opening it.

JOYCE

If you want, I could ask somebody to cover for me at the gallery. I mean, if you want me to take you.

BUFFY

No. No, that's not necessary. I was just thinking it might be nice to have a quiet birthday.
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EXT. ABANDONED BOARDINGHOUSE-- NIGHT

The sign outside the dilapidated and abandoned building reads:

Sunnydale Arms

Rooms for Let

Breakfast Included

Inquire Within

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INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- COMMON AREA-- NIGHT

The place is dark and musty. A few of the wall lamps are lit and there's a fire going in the fireplace. It's clear, though, that no one has lived here for years. The furniture is torn and the books on the shelves are strewn about. A young man, BLAIR, is bricking shut one of the windows. QUENTIN TRAVERS, a senior member of the Watcher's Council, observes his progress. He turns as his assistant, HOBSON, comes down the stairs.

TRAVERS

How much longer, Hobson?

HOBSON

Five, maybe six hours, sir.

TRAVERS

Once you finish, you and Blair can get some rest. (beat) But sleep in shifts.

Travers looks meaningfully across the room at a tall wooden crate with a heavy padlock securing it.

TRAVERS

We're getting very close. The Slayer's preparation is nearly complete.
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INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- NIGHT

Giles takes out the crystals again and carefully lays them on the table before Buffy.

BUFFY

You know, it's not just cartoon characters. They do pieces from operas and ballets. Brian Boitano doing Carmen is a life changer. Oh, he doesn't actually play Carmen but a lot of sophisticated people go.

GILES

(distant)
Yes, I think we should start with the grounding crystal again.

He sets the largest blue crystal on the table in front of Buffy.

BUFFY

You know, it's usually something that families do together.

GILES

Now, look very carefully for the tiny flaw at its core.

BUFFY

If someone were free, they'd take their daughters or their student... or their Slayer.

She looks up at him hopefully.

GILES

Hmm? Yes but, Buffy, I think we should concentrate now. Now, look for the flaw at its center.

Buffy gives in and starts to concentrate on the crystal. At its center is a small stake-shaped flaw in an otherwise clear blue crystal. Faint wind chimes can be heard as Buffy slowly slips into a hypnotic trance. Giles leans closer and looks into her eyes.

GILES

Buffy?

Satisfied that she is caught in the crystal's thrall, he takes a small pouch from his briefcase, sets it on the table and opens it. Inside is a hypodermic needle, a test tube full of a clear yellow liquid and an alcohol-soaked gauze pad. Keeping a careful eye on Buffy, he takes the pad and wipes the alcohol on the inside of her elbow. He fills the syringe, primes it and injects the contents into her arm. Then he quickly puts everything away as she comes out of her trance and looks up at him.

BUFFY

Oh, I'm sorry. Did I zone out on you? It's just... I'm nursing that flu bug.

GILES

It's best to take care of that. Perhaps we should--

BUFFY

Call it a night? Yeah, that's a good idea. Thanks.

She gets up weakly and moans as she heads out of the library. Giles smiles to himself.

GILES

Good night.
FADE OUT

ACT II

EXT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- MAIN QUAD-- DAY

Buffy and Willow walk down the stairs.

BUFFY

So how's it going with Amy the rat?

WILLOW

(excited)
Good! She loves her new exercise wheel. She runs around, her nose wiggles--

BUFFY

(interrupts)
I meant, how's it going changing her back into a human being?

WILLOW

Oh. Still working on it. But I just got her the cutest little bell...

They hear a BOY raising his voice and turn to see him talking to CORDELIA.

BOY

(upset)
You don't do that to me! I waited for you at the Bronze all night!

CORDELIA

And the big deal is?

BOY

You made me look like some kind of dork in front of my posse!

He grabs her arm and Cordelia slaps it away.

CORDELIA

First of all, 'posse'? Passé! Second of all, anyone with a teaspoon of brains knows not to take my flirting seriously. Especially with my extenuating circumstances.

BOY

(confused)
What circumstances?

CORDELIA

Rebound! Look it up!

She turns to leave but he grabs her by the shoulders and pushes her against a tree.

BOY

Hey! I'm not through here.

Buffy immediately moves in and takes hold of the boy's arm.

BUFFY

Oh, I beg to differ.

She tries to wrench it back but finds she has absolutely no strength. He scoffs at her and shoves her away. Buffy falls backward, stumbling onto a bench and rolls off onto the ground. Cordelia shoves the guy off her and pounds on his chest.

CORDELIA

What is wrong with you?

He quickly backs away but Cordelia won't relent.

BOY

God, the chick started it!

Willow helps Buffy up.

WILLOW

Are you okay?

Buffy slowly sits up, confused and worried.

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INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- CORRIDOR-- DAY

Giles is heading toward the library with a stack of magazines as Buffy catches up with him.

BUFFY

Okay, I just got swatted down by some no-neck and rescued by Cordelia. What the hell is happening?

GILES

I'm sure it'll sort itself out.

BUFFY

You're not getting the big picture here. I have no strength. I have no coordination. I throw knives like...

GILES

A girl?

BUFFY

Like I'm not the Slayer.

GILES

Look, Buffy, I assure you given time we'll get to the bottom of whatever's causing this... anomaly.

BUFFY

Promise me.

GILES

Yes. I give you my word.

He heads down the hall to the library.

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INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- COMMON AREA-- NIGHT

Travers and Giles are sharing a cup of tea.

TRAVERS

You're having doubts. Cruciamentum is not easy... for Slayer or Watcher. But it's been done this way for a dozen centuries, whenever a Slayer turns eighteen. It's a time-honored rite of passage.

GILES

It's an archaic exercise in cruelty. To lock her in this... tomb... weakened, defenseless. (re: locked crate) And to unleash that on her... If any one on the Council still had actual contact with a Slayer, they would see... but I'm the one in the thick of it.

TRAVERS

Which is why you're not qualified to make this decision. You're too close.

GILES

That's not true.

TRAVERS

A Slayer is not just physical prowess. She must have cunning, imagination, a confidence derived from self-reliance. And believe me, once this is all over, your Buffy will be stronger for it.

GILES

Or she'll be dead for it.
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Later. Hobson is working on the front door. He stops for a moment when Quentin and Giles approach and lets them through.

TRAVERS

Rupert, if this girl is everything you say, then you've nothing to worry about.

Giles isn't so sure. He leaves without saying a word.

HOBSON

(to Travers)
Sir, if you can spare me for a short spell, I'll need to make a run to the hardware store. I just need some--

He is suddenly interrupted by a horrific screaming coming from inside the crate. Blair hears it also and runs in from the next room.

TRAVERS

(to Hobson)
Take care of it.

Blair and Hobson move toward the crate with Quentin hanging back. Blair opens the lock and removes it, pulling open the latch and jerking open the crate. Inside, is ZACKARY KRALIK, an enraged and snarling vampire, secured in a straightjacket and strapped to the back of the crate with a metal band across his forehead. The two men regard the vampire nervously.

TRAVERS

(impatient)
Come on. Come on.

Blair steps over to a table and takes two pills from a bottle. He puts them on a spoon that's been secured to a long bar. Hobson stands behind him with a glass of water also on the end of a long bar. Blair extends the spoon to the vampire's mouth.

BLAIR

Kralik, your pills. Open your mouth.

Kralik opens his mouth and Blair pushes the spoon in, dropping the pills. Hobson steps up with the glass of water and pours it into Kralik's mouth. The vampire gulps deeply, some of the water spilling down the sides of his mouth.

TRAVERS

That's enough. Close it up.

Hobson backs away and Blair slams the crate shut.

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INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- NIGHT

The gang is at the study table researching Buffy's condition.

WILLOW

Aha! A curse on Slayers.

Buffy looks up as Willow reads.

WILLOW

Oh, no. Wait. It's lawyers.

XANDER

You know, maybe we're on the wrong track with the whole spell, curse and whammy thing. Maybe what we should be looking for is something like... Slayer kryptonite.

OZ

Faulty metaphor. Kryptonite kills.

XANDER

You're assuming I meant the green kryptonite. I was referring, of course, to the red kryptonite which drains Superman of his powers.

OZ

Wrong. The gold kryptonite's the power-sucker. The red kryptonite mutates Superman into some sort of weird--

BUFFY

(impatient)
Guys? Reality?

WILLOW

Buffy. I know you are definitely, without a doubt, going to get your powers back.

BUFFY

Thanks, Will.

WILLOW

But what if you don't?

BUFFY

Okay... if I don't get my powers back, then I don't. I'll deal. (considers) And there's a whole lot of good sides to it.

WILLOW

Actually, this could open up so many...

Giles walks into the library and Buffy runs over to him.

BUFFY

Giles. Did you find anything?

GILES

(apologetic)
No. Not yet.
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INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- BEDROOM-- NIGHT

Hobson enters and sits down on a cot. Suddenly Kralik begins thrashing and screaming in his crate downstairs. Blair wakes and sits bolt upright in his cot and they both sigh in relief when they realize he's awake but not loose.

HOBSON

It's your shift.

Blair gets up and goes to take care of their charge, pulling the door to the room closed behind him as Hobson lies down for a rest.

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INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- COMMON AREA-- NIGHT

Blair opens the crate and Kralik glares hatefully at him.

KRALIK

Pills!

BLAIR

(nervous)
Yes.

He looks over at the pill bottle, then takes the water glass into the kitchen to fill it. Kralik takes a deep breath and, with a shattering scream, strains against his bonds, ripping the straightjacket at the seams.

BLAIR

(o.s.)
It's coming!

He turns off the water and runs back to the crate. Kralik lifts his shoulder to make the tear in the straightjacket less conspicuous.

KRALIK

Pills!

Blair sets down the water, takes two pills from the bottle and puts them in the spoon. He holds it up to Kralik's mouth as the vampire continues to groan loudly, feigning pain.

BLAIR

Take them.

KRALIK

Pills!

BLAIR

They're right in front of you.

KRALIK

(sniffs)
Where?

BLAIR

Here!

KRALIK

I can't see... can't... can't reach it.

Blair takes a careful step closer.

BLAIR

Open your eyes.

Kralik's arm suddenly shoots out and seizes Blair by the neck, lifting him from the floor and choking him.

KRALIK

Shh. Everything's okay now.
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INT. ANGEL'S MANSION-- MAIN HALL-- NIGHT

The fire is crackling nicely. Pull back to reveal Buffy and Angel sitting on the floor in front of the fireplace. Buffy unwraps a book, Angel's birthday gift to her. She opens it and leafs through it. It's a copy of Sonnets from the Portuguese, classic love poems by Elizabeth Barrett Browning to her husband, Robert Browning. On the title page, Angel has written simply "Always".

BUFFY

(soft)
Thank you. That's beautiful.

ANGEL

You really like it?

BUFFY

Of course I do. It's sweet and thoughtful and... full of neat words to learn and say like 'wilt' and 'henceforth'.

ANGEL

Then why'd you seem more excited last year when you got a severed arm in a box?

BUFFY

I'm sorry. It's just suddenly there's this chance that my calling's a wrong number and... it's just freaking me out a little.

ANGEL

That's understandable.

BUFFY

Angel, what if I have lost my power?

ANGEL

You lived a long time without it. You can do it again.

BUFFY

I guess. But what if I can't? I've seen too much. I know what goes bump in the night. Not being able to fight it... what if I just hide under my bed, all scared and helpless? Or what if I just become pathetic? Hanging out at the old Slayer's home, talking people's ears off about my glory days, showing them Mr. Pointy, the stake I had bronzed.

ANGEL

Buffy, you could never be helpless or boring, not even if you tried.

BUFFY

Don't be so sure. Before I was the Slayer, I was... well, I don't want to say shallow, but... let's say a certain person, who will remain nameless, we'll just call her Spordelia, looked like a classical philosopher next to me. Angel, if I'm not the Slayer, what do I do? What do I have to offer? Why would you like me?

ANGEL

I saw you before you became the Slayer.

BUFFY

(confused)
What?

ANGEL

I watched you and I saw you called. It was a bright afternoon out in front of your school. You walked down the steps... and I loved you.

BUFFY

Why?

ANGEL

Because I could see your heart. You held it before you for everyone to see. And I worried that it would be bruised or torn. And more than anything in my life, I wanted to keep it safe... to warm it with my own.

Buffy looks up into his eyes for a long moment, then leans into him and they embrace, holding each other close.

BUFFY

That's beautiful. (beat) Or taken literally, incredibly gross.

ANGEL

I was just thinking that, too.
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INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- COMMON AREA-- NIGHT

Kralik still can't fully extricate himself from the straightjacket. However, Blair is lying in before him, soon to become a vampire. Kralik idly hums and licks his fingers while he waits for his new ally to awaken. He watches as Blair's face twists, his brow lowering, his teeth elongating. Blair stirs and slowly rises to his feet.

KRALIK

Ah, you're up. I was afraid I drained you too much. I do that sometimes.

Blair growls at Kralik but knows what he must do. He looks around for the ax he knows is there.

KRALIK

Ever have a tune you can't get out of your head? It keeps playing over and over and over? Drives me nuts.

Blair swings the ax and snaps the metal band holding Kralik's head. It falls to the floor and Kralik steps out of the crate.

KRALIK

Ah. Thank you.

He grunts as he pulls the straightjacket off and drops it.

KRALIK

Oh. That... is much better.

He pops a couple of pills into his mouth, then picks up the glass of water and steps back over to Blair.

KRALIK

It's a game, you know. We're not gonna play by their rules but... that doesn't mean we're not gonna play. (re: Hobson) Why don't you call your friend in? We'll discuss it over dinner.
FADE OUT

ACT III

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- COMMON AREA-- NIGHT

Later that night. Giles opens the door and looks tentatively inside. Everything seems quiet.

GILES

Quentin?

He steps in and closes the door, still wary of the place but nothing seems amiss. He walks down the hall, looking up the stairs. It's too quiet.

GILES

Hello? Quentin? Hob...

The stair railing feels clammy and he looks down at his hand. It's covered with fresh blood. From the landing, he looks into the other room and sees the closed crate. He rushes down the stairs and looks for a weapon, grabbing one of the stair rail supports and breaking it off. He heads straight for the crate, intending to dust whatever's inside, but finds it empty. Alarmed, he looks around and then down at the floor. There he sees tracks of blood leading into the kitchen. He follows them, ready for anything. Holding his makeshift stake up and ready, he swings the kitchen door open but finds nothing but blackness. He searches for the light switch and flips it on to reveal what's left of Hobson lying on the kitchen table. Giles immediately drops the stake, backs out of the kitchen and tries not to vomit. Quickly, he regains his composure and flees the house.

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EXT. SUNNYDALE STREETS-- NIGHT

Buffy is walking home, hugging her books close. She crosses the street and walks past a couple of guys hanging out by a car. They check her out appreciatively.

MAN

(to buddy)
Let's find out. (to Buffy) Hey, sweet girl! How much for a lap dance for me and my buddy?

They laugh to themselves. Buffy begins to turn around but thinks better of taking them on in her weakened state. She continues on and the men make no move to follow her.

BUFFY

(to herself)
Walk me home, Angel? No, I'm fine. I can take care of myself.

She rounds a corner and hears someone humming but doesn't see anyone there. She stops and looks behind her.

BUFFY

Hummers. Big turnoff. I like guys that can remember the lyrics.

She turns back and runs right into Kralik. He holds onto her by the arms while she tries to pull away.

KRALIK

You know, I wish I could but my mind just isn't what it used to be.

BUFFY

Let me go.

KRALIK

You didn't say please!

She starts to struggle fiercely, to no avail.

BUFFY

Help me! Somebody, please!

She pulls out of her jacket and runs like hell but Blair heads her off. She screams and runs back toward Kralik, who makes no move to give chase. He has what he wants. Blair, however, continues to run after her.

BUFFY

Help me! Somebody, please!
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EXT. SUNNYDALE STREETS-- ALLEY-- NIGHT

Buffy runs down the alley behind a row of homes.

BUFFY

Somebody, please help me!

At the far end of the alley, she encounters a fence and tries to climb it but doesn't have the strength. She drops down, checks behind her, then notices that the fence has been cut at the base. She quickly drops down and crawls through just as Blair grabs her by the leg. She manages to slip through and takes off running. As Blair tries to squeeze through the fence, Buffy runs into the street and tries to flag down a passing car.

BUFFY

Stop! Please, I need help!

The driver honks his horn angrily and swerves around her, never slowing.

BUFFY

Please, stop!

She looks over at Blair, who has given up trying to squeeze through the fence and is now climbing over it. Another car honks at her and swerves around her closely followed by Giles in his Citroën. He pushes open the passenger-side door.

GILES

Hurry!

She jumps in and Giles guns it just as Blair reaches them. The vampire grabs onto the car and Buffy hits him repeatedly until he falls off and hits the pavement. Back by the fence, Kralik steps into the street and watches after them.

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INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- NIGHT

Buffy is sitting at the study table wrapped in a blanket.

BUFFY

When I hit him, it felt like my arm was broken, it hurt so much. I can't be just a person. I can't be helpless like that. Giles, please, we have to figure out what's happening to me.

Giles opens his briefcase and takes out the case with the syringe. He opens it and sets it in front of her with a deep sigh. His voice trembles as he speaks.

GILES

It's an organic compound of muscle relaxants and adrenal suppressers. The effect is temporary. You'll be yourself again in a few days.

Buffy is astounded. She reaches for the tube of liquid and touches it, then looks up at Giles with an expression of such profound betrayal that Giles cannot meet her gaze.

BUFFY

You?

GILES

It's a test, Buffy. It's given to the Slayer once she... well, if she reaches her eighteenth birthday. (beat) The Slayer is disabled and then entrapped with a vampire foe whom she must defeat in order to pass the test. The vampire you were to face... has escaped. His name is Zackary Kralik. As a mortal, he murdered and tortured more than a dozen women before he was committed to an asylum for the criminally insane. When a vamp--

Buffy stands up and throws the syringe case at him. It misses, smashing into the wall next to him. She sobs angrily.

BUFFY

You bastard! All this time, you saw what it was doing to me. All this time and you didn't say a word!

Giles knows she is right. He is ashamed of his actions.

GILES

I wanted to.

BUFFY

Liar.

GILES

In matters of tradition and protocol, I must answer to the Council. My role in this... was very specific. I was to administer the injections and to direct you to the old boardinghouse on Prescott Lane.

Buffy is shaking her head in disbelief, tears streaming down her cheeks.

BUFFY

I can't... I can't hear this.

GILES

Buffy, please.

BUFFY

Who are you? How could you do this to me?

GILES

I am deeply sorry, Buffy, and you have to understand...

He reaches out to her and she backs away from him in disgust. Her words are laced with anger and near-hatred.

BUFFY

If you touch me, I'll kill you.

GILES

You have to listen to me. Because I've told you this, the test is invalidated. You will be safe now, I promise you. Now, whatever I have to do to deal with Kralik... and to win back your trust--

BUFFY

You stuck a needle in me. You poisoned me!

Behind them, Cordelia walks into the library.

CORDELIA

What's going on?

She sees Buffy's tear-streaked face and panics.

CORDELIA

Oh, god! Is the world ending? I have to research a paper on Bosnia for tomorrow but if the world's ending, I'm not going to bother.

Buffy heads for the library exit.

GILES

(desperate)
You can't walk home alone, Buffy. It isn't safe.

Buffy stops but keeps her back to Giles.

BUFFY

I don't know you.

CORDELIA

(to Giles)
Did something take her memory? (to Buffy) He's Giles. (slowly) Gi-les. He hangs out here a lot.

BUFFY

Cordelia, could you please drive me home?

CORDELIA

(surprised)
Of course.

Buffy turns and walks out.

CORDELIA

(to Giles)
But if the world doesn't end, I'm going to need a note.

She follows Buffy out of the library.

CUT TO:

INT. SUMMERS HOME-- DINING ROOM-- NIGHT

Joyce is paying bills when she hears a noise outside and looks up. She gets up from the table and opens the door and steps out.

EXT. SUMMERS HOME-- BACK PORCH-- NIGHT

She looks over the side of the porch and sees a figure lying on the ground shrouded in Buffy's coat.

JOYCE

Buffy?

She reaches down and touches the coat. Kralik flips over and leers up at her and she jumps back in fright.

KRALIK

(grinning)
Mother.
FADE OUT

ACT IV

INT. SUMMERS HOME-- KITCHEN-- NIGHT

Buffy opens the door and walks in. The bouquet from her father is still on the island. She pushes it to the end and lets it drop into the wastebasket. She walks through the dining room and freezes when she sees the front door standing open. Taped to the doorframe is a Polaroid photo. She pulls it down and her blood runs cold when she sees Kralik holding her mother by the neck. On the reverse side of the picture is written one word:

Come

CUT TO:

INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

Buffy has a heavy leather bag open on her bed. She takes a knife and several stakes from her trunk and drops them into the bag. At her desk, she opens the drawer containing her Slayer stuff and removes a bottle of Holy Water which she drops into the pocket of her coveralls. She closes the bag and pulls it onto her

shoulder. The weight of the bag causes her to lean sideways as she leaves her room.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- BASEMENT-- NIGHT

Joyce is tied to a chair and gagged.

KRALIK

Mother.

She looks toward him and he snaps another Polaroid of her.

KRALIK

May I call you Mother? My own mother was a person with no self-respect of her own, so she tried to take mine.

Joyce turns her head away from him as he takes another picture. She strains against the ropes but they are too tight. He continues to photograph her while he talks.

KRALIK

Ten years old, she had the scissors. You wouldn't believe what she took with those. But she's dead to me now. (chuckles) Mostly because I killed and ate her but also because I know I won't be alone much longer. I'll have your daughter. I won't kill her; I'll just make her like me. Different. She'll go to sleep and when she wakes up, your face will be the first thing she eats.

Joyce's eyes go wide with terror. Kralik stops to consider.

KRALIK

I have a problem with mothers. I'm aware of that.
CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- FOYER-- NIGHT

The front door opens quietly and Buffy looks in. She holds her crossbow at the ready. The front rooms are empty and quiet so she steps in and shoves one of her stakes between the door and the frame, propping it open. Again she raises her bow and looks around the empty house.

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- SITTING ROOM-- NIGHT

A fire is burning in the sitting room fireplace. She walks once around the room and then sets her bag down on the old couch. She approaches a door and cautiously takes hold of the knob. She quickly pulls the door open only to find that it's been bricked up on the other side.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- FOYER-- NIGHT

A hand reaches down and removes the stake Buffy left in the door. The door closes and the clicking latch echoes loudly. Pan up to reveal Blair.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- SITTING ROOM-- NIGHT

As the door slams, Buffy spins around to face the threat.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- GILES' OFFICE-- NIGHT

Giles is on the phone trying to reach Travers but he's getting no answer. Suddenly Travers appears at the door and Giles sets the phone back down in its cradle.

GILES

I was just trying to reach you.

TRAVERS

I was on watch over by the boardinghouse.

GILES

Then you know what's happened.

TRAVERS

Yes.

GILES

(angry)

He's killed Hobson and made Blair one of his own. Your perfectly controlled test seems to have spun rather impressively out of control, don't you think?

Travers gives him a long considering look, then pours himself some tea.

TRAVERS

It changes nothing.

GILES

Well, then, allow me. I've told Buffy everything.

TRAVERS

That is in direct opposition to the Council's orders.

GILES

Yes. Interestingly, I don't give a rat's ass about the Council's orders. There will be no test.

TRAVERS

The test has already begun. Your Slayer entered the field of play about ten minutes ago.

GILES

(surprised)
Why?

TRAVERS

I don't know. I returned there just as she entered.

Giles takes his keys and starts out of the office. Travers tries to stop him.

TRAVERS

Now, Giles, we've no business--

Giles grabs him by the coat and shoves him up against the doorframe.

GILES

This is not business!

Giles lets his superior go and strides out of the library.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- FOYER-- NIGHT

Buffy slowly moves out into the foyer. She tries the front door and finds it locked shut. Without her Slayer ability, she can't budge it. Blair growls softly behind her. Buffy spins around, aims the crossbow at him and pulls the trigger. The bolt flies right past his face and Blair yanks the bow out of her hands and throws it to the floor. He seizes her by the throat and begins to choke her to death. Buffy stomps on his foot and manages to break his grip. She shoves him aside and runs into the

sitting room, opens her bag and tries to reach in, but Blair blocks her. Buffy pulls a bookcase over on top of him. He struggles underneath, but can't lift it off. Buffy climbs over it, goes to her bag and reaches in. Blair snatches her ankle from beneath the bookcase and Buffy screams, looking around for a weapon. She spots the fireplace andirons, grabs the tongs and starts to pounding on Blair's arm. After several blows, he finally lets go and Buffy grabs her bag and runs out of the room. She stops in the hallway and looks around.

From somewhere in the house, Kralik taunts her.

KRALIK

(o.s.)
Hide and seeeek... hide and seek!

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- COMMON ROOM-- NIGHT

The hall, the stairs and the adjacent room are empty save for Kralik's crate which is closed and apparently locked. As she approaches it, the door suddenly swings open and Kralik leaps out and seizes her by the throat. Buffy gasps in fright but doesn't struggle.

KRALIK

Why did you come to the dark of the woods?

He rips the bag out of her hands and looks inside. Inside is a smaller bow, several stakes and a few knives.

KRALIK

To bring all these sweets to grandmother's house?

He drops the bag and pulls her close. Buffy surprises him by holding up a cross. He leaps back from her in fear and she holds it out at arm's length, shaking nervously. Kralik stares at her for a while, smiling evilly, then suddenly grabs her arm and pulls the cross to his chest, rubbing it around and laughing as it burns his skin.

KRALIK

Oh, no. Just a little lower. Right... oh, yes. Yes. Oh! Thank you very much.

Buffy lets go of the cross and flees in terror. Kralik just smiles after her.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- KITCHEN-- NIGHT

She runs into the kitchen and locks the door. Hobson's remains still litter the room, but she has no time to dwell on them before Kralik starts pounding on the door. She runs to the counter and rifles through the drawers looking for anything she can use. The pounding suddenly stops. Finding nothing useful, Buffy slowly steps back to the door and quietly opens it.

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- HALLWAY-- NIGHT

Buffy warily heads toward the stairs, then makes a dash for the second floor. Kralik punches his arm through the railing and trips her. She falls and cuts her forehead against the steps as she struggles to free herself from his grasp. She stabs Kralik's through the arm with a piece of discarded wood and charges up the stairs.

With Kralik close behind, Buffy tries doors along the upstairs hallway until she finds one unlocked. She runs in, slamming the door behind her.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- BEDROOM-- NIGHT

The room is pitch dark. Buffy finds a string dangling from the ceiling and pulls it, illuminating the room. She stares in shock at the walls around her. They are covered with Polaroids of her mother. She rips one off the wall just as Kralik slams into the door. He punches through and reaches in, searching for the lock. Buffy runs out the opposite door into the hall.

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- HALLWAY-- NIGHT

Just as she reaches the end of the hall, Kralik steps out in front of her, wrapping her up in a deadly embrace.

KRALIK

If you stray from the path, you will lose your way.

He brushes his hand across her cheek. She tries to push him away but he's far too strong and he lowers his fangs to the soft, unmarked flesh of her neck.

KRALIK

(reassuring)
I won't take it all. I won't take it all.

As she strains to keep him away, Kralik suddenly has one of his attacks. He grabs his head and begins to scream in pain. Buffy tries to get past him but he shoves

her into the wall, stunning her. He takes out his pill bottle and struggles to open it. Buffy regains her sense and grabs the bottle out of his hands. As Kralik moans in pain, she takes off down the hall at a desperate run.

KRALIK

No! No! No!

Kralik tries his best to chase her, the pain hobbling him. He almost catches her again but Buffy leaps into the laundry chute at the last second. Kralik looks down the chute for a moment and then staggers back the other way.

CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE ARMS-- BASEMENT-- NIGHT

Buffy comes sliding out of the chute and crashes onto a table. It breaks beneath her and she falls to the floor in a cloud of dust.

JOYCE

(muffled)
Buffy?

Buffy gets up, scrambles over to her mother and tries to untie her but can't.

JOYCE

(muffled)
Buffy, we have to get out--

Buffy stops struggling with the ropes as the basement door smashes inward and Kralik charges down, demanding his pills.

KRALIK

Where are they? Where are they?!

He runs into the room and Buffy tries to get past him to the stairs. Kralik grabs her and shoves her against a wall, snatching his pills from her. He struggles with the lid for a moment, then swallows several of the pills with the help of a nearby glass of water. Slowly he begins to calm down and leers at Buffy.

KRALIK

You don't seem to understand your place in all of this. Do you have any idea...

He breaks off as he realizes something is very wrong. He looks down at the glass of water in his hand.

KRALIK

Oh, my! What have you...

He begins to shake violently and looks back up at Buffy.

KRALIK

My pills!

She takes the now-empty bottle of Holy Water from her pocket and holds it up for him to see. The glass shatters on the floor as his eyes go wide in pain and terror.

KRALIK

No. No...

Smoke begins to puff from beneath Kralik's clothes. Buffy watches without pity.

BUFFY

If I was at full Slayer power, I'd be punning right about now.

Kralik wails in agony and then crumbles to ashes from the inside out. Buffy closes her eyes and lets out a sigh of relief as she pockets the bottle and rushes over to her mother. She pulls the gag from her mouth and begins to work on the ropes again.

JOYCE

Buffy, thank god you're okay. Oh, that man...

BUFFY

I can't get these. They're too tight.

JOYCE

Can't you just...

BUFFY

Not right now. (looks around) Maybe there's some clippers around.

Suddenly Blair lunges at her from the shadows with Giles right behind him.

JOYCE

Oh, Buffy!

Blair grabs Giles and throws him against a bookshelf. Giles doubles over, but thrusts upward, plunging a stake into Blair's chest. He bursts into ashes and Giles slowly stands up. Long beat as he and Buffy look at each other meaningfully. Travers descends the stairs and looks around, satisfied.

TRAVERS

(to Buffy)
Congratulations, you passed.
CUT TO:

INT. SUNNYDALE HIGH-- LIBRARY-- NIGHT

Buffy is sitting at the study table. Quentin Travers stands calmly before her as he speaks. Giles leans in the doorway to his office.

TRAVERS

You exhibited extraordinary courage and clear-headedness in battle. The Council is very pleased.

BUFFY

(deadpan)
Do I get a gold star?

TRAVERS

I understand that you're upset...

Buffy looks up at him with smoldering fury.

BUFFY

You understand nothing. You set that monster loose and he came after my mother.

TRAVERS

You think the test was unfair?

BUFFY

I think you better leave town before I get my strength back.

TRAVERS

We're not in the business of fair, Miss Summers, we're fighting a war.

GILES

You're waging a war. She's fighting it. There is a difference.

TRAVERS

Mr. Giles, if you don't mind--

GILES

The test is done. We're finished.

TRAVERS

Not quite. She passed. You didn't. The Slayer is not the only one who must perform in this situation. I've recommended to the Council-- and they've agreed-- that you be relieved of your duties as Watcher immediately. You're fired.

GILES

On what grounds?

TRAVERS

Your affection for your charge has rendered you incapable of clear and impartial judgment. You have a father's love for the child and that is useless to the cause. It would be best if you had no further contact with the Slayer.

GILES

I'm not going anywhere.

TRAVERS

No? Well, I didn't expect you would adhere to that. However, if you interfere with the new Watcher or countermand his authority in any way, you will be dealt with. Are we clear?

GILES

Oh, we're very clear.

Travers bows slightly to Buffy.

TRAVERS

Congratulations again.

She looks up at him with revulsion.

BUFFY

Bite me.

TRAVERS

Yes, well... colorful girl.

He turns and leaves Giles and Buffy alone in the library.

Buffy reaches for a towel lying on the table next to a bowl of water and picks it up. Giles walks over to her and puts his hand over hers. She lets him take it from her hand and he dips it in the water, kneels down in front of her and gently dabs the gash on her forehead. She winces in pain, but doesn't pull away.

CUT TO:

INT. SUMMERS HOME-- KITCHEN-- NIGHT

The whole gang is over for a visit. Buffy and Xander are making peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Willow brings a jug of lemonade over to the island.

WILLOW

I can't believe Giles was fired. How could Giles get fired?

OZ

So how did you manage to kill Kralik?

JOYCE

Oh, she was very clever.

Buffy raises her eyebrows at her mother.

JOYCE

You go ahead and tell it, dear. You tell it better.

Buffy sighs.

WILLOW

Now when you say 'fired', do you mean 'fired'?

XANDER

You're not cruising past that concept any time soon, are you?

WILLOW

Well, it's just... I mean, he's been fired! He's unemployed! He's... between jobs.

BUFFY

Giles isn't going anywhere, Will. He's still librarian.

WILLOW

Okay, but I'm writing an angry letter.

BUFFY

You know, nothing's really going to change. The important thing is that I kept up my special birthday tradition of gut-wrenching misery and horror.

OZ

Bright side to everything.

Buffy grabs a new jar of peanut butter and tries to open it.

BUFFY

(sighs)
I'll just feel better when I get my strength back.

XANDER

Give you a hand with that, little lady?

BUFFY

You're loving this far too much.

XANDER

Admit it. Sometimes you just need a big strong man.

He struggles with the jar for a moment, then turns to Willow.

XANDER

Will, give me a hand with this?
FADE TO BLACK
END