Normal Again

[Transcript of "Buffy The Vampire Slayer" episode Normal Again at buffyology.com.]

Prologue

EXT. SUNNYDALE STREETS-- NIGHT

BUFFY walks along the sidewalk, past a series of residential houses, perusing a list of newly-rented homes.

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INT. NERD HIDEOUT-- NIGHT

JONATHAN snoozes in front of a bank of computer surveillance monitors.

As Buffy crosses unnoticed on one of the screens, a rifle barrel enters frame, the muzzle inches from Jonathan's head. A jet of water squirts from the barrel and douses him.

As Jonathan leaps out of his seat sputtering and wiping off his face, ANDREW and points at him and laughs.

ANDREW

Oh, man! Your face was priceless.

JONATHAN

Yeah, real funny!

WARREN

(angry)
And it serves you right for taking z's on the lookout again.

Reveal WARREN with a Super-Soaker water rifle.

JONATHAN

What do you expect? I haven't had a decent night's sleep since... I mean, I'm going Jack Torrance in here, you know? Stuck in this basement for weeks. I mean, we rented the whole house. Can't we at least sleep upstairs?

ANDREW

We're on the lam. We have to lay low. Underground?

JONATHAN

That's figurative, doofus. Did you even read Legion of Doom?

Andrew bolts out of his seat, insulted but Warren intervenes.

WARREN

Okay, enough! (to Jonathan) Midgetor, get back to the monitors. The last thing that we need is to be surprised by--

ANDREW

Holy Jeez Louise!

Andrew points to one of the screens. It shows Buffy peering into the house's windows upstairs.

ANDREW

The... the... the...

WARREN

The frickin' Slayer.

JONATHAN

She's right there!

WARREN

All right, don't panic. Andrew, deploy your little friend.

Andrew smiles and picks up an Australian Diggery-Doo. He sits down and starts playing it. A low bass hum fills the basement.

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EXT. NERD HIDEOUT-- NIGHT

As Buffy makes her way around the side of the house, a huge demon with bulging lidless eyes and translucent skin drops down behind her with a roar. She spins around and looks the creature up and down, taking its measure.

BUFFY

Oh, hi. You didn't, by chance, happen to just eat a couple of nerds, did you?

The creature swings at Buffy and she dodges, leaping up onto a nearby car and swinging her feet around in a roundhouse kick to its head. It absorbs her blows easily, seeming not to feel any pain or injury. She picks up a garbage can and brings it down on the demon's head but it shrugs off that blow as easily as all the others.

Buffy spins it around and runs its head through the window of the car, shattering the window and momentarily stunning the demon. As it comes to its senses, a long sharp spine shoots out of the top of its hand. It whirls around, wraps Buffy up in a bear hug and jams the stinger deep into her arm.

Buffy screams in agony...

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INT. LOS ANGELES PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

...as an ORDERLY holds her down while a second orderly injects a sedative into Buffy's arm by way of a hypodermic needle.

ORDERLY #1

Stop fighting. You're gonna hurt yourself. (to Orderly #2) She's gonna break the needle. We're gonna have to strap her down.

Buffy's struggles become weaker as the sedative takes effect. Pull back through the door to Buffy's room and out into the corridor where mental patients shuffle listlessly from one place to another while the hospital stuff goes about their business.

Opening credit sequence.

ACT I

EXT. NERD HIDEOUT-- NIGHT

Buffy slowly comes to. She's alone in the alley behind the house; the demon is no where to be seen. She looks around for a moment, confused, then cradles her injured arm in her hand and heads off down the alley for home.

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INT. UC SUNNYDALE-- CORRIDOR-- DAY

The campus is bustling with students heading for class in all directions. WILLOW stands off to the side, nervously going over what she wants to say to Tara.

WILLOW

Hi, Tara. How are you? I was wondering if maybe you wanted to go out sometime? For coffee, food... kisses and gay love? (shakes her head and starts over) Hi, Tara! Guess what? Magick-free now for-- insert number-- days now.

She straightens up as she spots TARA coming across the courtyard toward her. She moves to intercept her but stops short when she sees Tara embrace another girl. The girl gives Tara a peck on the cheek and they laugh together intimately.

Crushed, Willow turns and hurriedly walks off.

Tara says goodbye to her friend and turns down the hall just in time to see Willow disappear through the doors at the end.

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INT. DOUBLEMEAT PALACE-- KITCHEN-- DAY

Buffy dumps the fries in the grease pit and turns back to the counter. She's still slightly dazed, not quite herself. Her boss, LORRAINE, calls out to her but she doesn't seem to hear.

LORRAINE

Buffy. Buffy?
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- CORRIDOR-- DAY

Buffy turns around and finds herself in the hospital corridor. A NURSE holds out a paper cup to her.

NURSE

Come on. It's time for your drugs.
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INT. DOUBLEMEAT PALACE-- KITCHEN-- DAY

Buffy looks at Lorraine, confused.

BUFFY

What?

LORRAINE

I said, if I didn't know any better, I'd think you were on drugs.

BUFFY

(dazed)
Okay. Good.

Lorraine shrugs and turns back to the customers at the counter while Buffy goes to empty the fries into the bin.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- DINING ROOM-- NIGHT

Buffy enters to find Willow at the table on her computer.

BUFFY

Whatcha doing?

WILLOW

I'm online, checking to see if Xander e-mailed.

BUFFY

Any luck?

WILLOW

No such.

BUFFY

Well, maybe Anya found him and they're trying to work it out. How come you're all home, hearth and DSL, anyway? I thought you were going to go see Tara.

WILLOW

Saw her. Saw her completely.

BUFFY

Ouch. Just got a scratch from all that brittle.

WILLOW

It's when I was seeing her, she was seeing someone else-- a girl.

BUFFY

You mean--

WILLOW

I mean, not "seeing" seeing but maybe. I don't know. It was inconclusive and I didn't stick around to find out. I might have magicked my fist through a wall or something.

BUFFY

Will, I'm sorry.

WILLOW

And they're probably just friends. I press my lips against my friends' all the time.

BUFFY

I'm sure they're just friends. Once you fall for Willow, you stay fallen.

WILLOW

Thanks, Buffy.

The doorbell rings, then the front door opens and XANDER enters. Surprised, Willow and Buffy get up to greet him.

XANDER

Hi, I'm back.

WILLOW

Xander?

BUFFY

Xander, you're here!

They both go to him and hug him warmly.

WILLOW

We missed you. Where were you?

XANDER

I know, I tried calling but I couldn't without...

BUFFY

Hey, you don't' need to explain to us.

XANDER

Right. Is she here?

WILLOW

Oh... no. You want to find her?

XANDER

I need to. Her suitcase is gone and some of her stuff. There's a closed sign on the Magic Box which like chills me to the bone.

WILLOW

She left a couple days ago.

XANDER

Was she looking for me? I mean, before she left, did she say anything?

WILLOW

You mean between sobs? It was mostly just wheezing.

BUFFY

She was a little... she was kind of broken.

XANDER

I don't know how stuff got so mixed-up. I blew it.

BUFFY

No! Well, maybe it wasn't the best time to break up with her but--

XANDER

No, it was about breaking up. I love her and-- god!-- I miss her so much.

WILLOW

(confused)
So you left her at the altar but you still want to--

BUFFY

You still want to date?

XANDER

I guess. I know that I'm a better person with her in my life. But things got so complicated with the wedding and with my family and with her... demons and what if it all goes to hell and forever. But then I left and ever since, I've had this painful hole inside and I'm the idiot that dug it out. I screwed up real bad.

BUFFY

Hey, we all screw up.
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EXT. SUNNYDALE CEMETERY-- NIGHT

SPIKE walks among the headstones, carrying a grocery sack. He comes upon Buffy patrolling.

SPIKE

Looking for me?

BUFFY

Really not.

SPIKE

Oh. Right, then. Off you go. Did you cry?

BUFFY

What?

SPIKE

The wedding. Two hearts, joined for eternity. Great pelting showers of rice and so forth.

BUFFY

You didn't hear.

SPIKE

What? Families get out of hand, tear the place apart?

BUFFY

No. Well, yes. Absolutely. But Xander left. The wedding didn't happen.

SPIKE

Well, gotta say, didn't see that coming.

BUFFY

It was awful. Anya was devastated.

SPIKE

Is that right?

BUFFY

And Xander thinks maybe they can still get back together but... he hurt her a lot.

SPIKE

Yeah, well, some people can't see a good thing when they've got it.

Buffy rolls her eyes and he hides a smirk.

WILLOW

(o.s.)
Spike.

Willow and Xander walk up from behind a crypt.

XANDER

I should have known you'd be tagging along.

Buffy quickly stands up, nervous.

BUFFY

Hey, guys! I found Spike and was... trying to figure out what kind of dangerous contraband he had.

SPIKE

Tell you what, Slayer. Let me get out of your way and I'll stop bothering you.

He picks up his grocery bag and turns to go.

XANDER

Yeah, maybe you should do that, Spike. Just run along.

SPIKE

I guess you know all about that, don't you? The king of the big exit. Heard it brought the house down.

XANDER

(angry)
I don't need this crap from you.

SPIKE

Right. Let's not listen to Spike. Might get a bit of truth on you.

He tries to go but Xander stops him with a hand to the shoulder. Willow steps between them.

WILLOW

Okay, okay... calm now! Let's turn around and release this very manly thing the other way.

XANDER

I forgot. Willy Wannabite can't hurt me. Dumb to pick a fight, I guess.

WILLOW

Xander...

Spike tosses his bag to the ground.

SPIKE

More than happy to beat you right through the pain, you pathetic poof!

Buffy suddenly staggers and slumps down on a nearby bench as Xander decks Spike.

BUFFY

Guys... guys, don't!
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

Buffy looks up, confused, as the DOCTOR calls to her.

DOCTOR

Buffy, can you hear me?

She looks around. She's sitting on the floor, in the corner of the room, dressed in nothing but a white hospital gown.

BUFFY

What is this?

DOCTOR

Do you know where you are, Buffy?

BUFFY

Sunnydale.

DOCTOR

No. None of that's real. None of it. You're in a mental institution. You've been with us now for six years. Do you remember?
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EXT. SUNNYDALE CEMETERY-- NIGHT

Willow and Xander run to Buffy as Spike crashes to the ground.

WILLOW

Buffy, are you okay?

XANDER

What happened?
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

The doctor reaches out to touch Buffy but she recoils, whimpering.

DOCTOR

It's okay, Buffy! Buffy, it's okay. Look. Looks who's here.

She turns around and looks up to find her mother and father, JOYCE and HANK, standing across the room, smiling tentatively.

JOYCE

Buffy? Welcome home, sweetie.
FADE OUT

ACT II

INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

Resume. Buffy stares at her mother in shock.

BUFFY

Mom?

JOYCE

(smiles)
Oh, baby, you're really here!

BUFFY

Dad?

DOCTOR

She's lucid. Keep talking. Maybe the sound of your voice will ground her.

HANK

Sweetheart? We've missed you very much. Honey, can you hear me?

Buffy struggles to maintain her composure, on the verge of tears. She puts her hands to her head and looks away.

JOYCE

Oh, Buffy, stay with us, please!
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EXT. SUNNYDALE CEMETERY-- NIGHT

Buffy looks up, her hands on her head, as if in pain.

BUFFY

Oh, no!

SPIKE

Here, let's get her back to my crypt.

XANDER

Spike, just go! Okay? She's our friend. We'll take care of her.

Willow and Xander help her up.

BUFFY

No, guys. I'm okay. I'm okay.

WILLOW

Come on, Xander. Help me get her home.

They walk off, supporting Buffy between them. Spike watches them go, frustrated.

SPIKE

Put a little ice on the back of her neck. (to himself) She likes that.

He picks up his grocery bag and stalks off.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- LIVING ROOM-- NIGHT

Willow brings Buffy a cup of ice water and sits down on the couch next to Xander and DAWN.

BUFFY

I've been having these flashes... hallucinations, I guess.

WILLOW

Since when?

BUFFY

Night before last. I was checking houses on that list you gave me, looking for Warren and his pals, and then-- bam-- some kind of gross, waxy demon-thing poked me.

XANDER

And when you say poked...

BUFFY

In the arm! It stung me or something. Then I was like... no. It wasn't "like". I was in an institution. There were doctors and nurses and other patients. They told me that I was sick-- I guess, crazy-- and that Sunnydale and all of this... none of it was real.

XANDER

Oh, come on... that's ridiculous! What? You think this isn't real just because of all the vampires and demons and ex-vengeance demons and the sister that used to be a big ball of universe- destroying energy?

BUFFY

I know how this must sound but it felt so real. (to Dawn) Mom was there.

DAWN

She was?

BUFFY

Dad, too. They were together like they used to be. Before Sunnydale.

Willow looks between Dawn and Buffy and jumps up nervously.

WILLOW

Okay! All in favor of research?

She raises her hand and Xander quickly does the same.

WILLOW

Motion passed! All right, Xander, you hit the demon bars, dig up any info on a new player in town.

Buffy starts to look woozy again, swaying in her seat.

WILLOW

Dawnie, you can help me research. We'll hop online, check all--
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- DOCTOR'S OFFICE-- DAY

DOCTOR

--the possibilities for a full recovery but we have to proceed cautiously. If we're not careful--

JOYCE

Wait. Are saying that Buffy could be like she was before any of this happened?

Buffy sits with her parents and the doctor as they discuss her case. She looks fearfully from one to the other.

DOCTOR

Mrs. Summers... you have to understand of what's happened to your daughter. For the last six years she's been in an undifferentiated type of schizophrenia.

HANK

We know what her condition is. That's not what we're asking.

DOCTOR

Buffy's delusions are multi-layered. She believes she's some type of hero.

JOYCE

The Slayer?

DOCTOR

The Slayer, right. But that's only one level. She's also created an intricate latticework to support her primary delusion. In her mind, she's the central figure in a fantastic world beyond imagination. She's surrounded herself with friends-- most with their own superpowers-- who are as real to her as you or me. More so, unfortunately. Together they face grand, overblown conflicts against an assortment of monsters, both imaginary and rooted in actual myth. Every time we think we're getting though to her, more fanciful enemies magically appear and she's--

BUFFY

Enemies... (agitated) Warren and Jonathan... they did this to me!

She tries to get out of her chair and the doctor and Joyce restrain her.

JOYCE

Buffy!

DOCTOR

Buffy, it's all right. They can't hurt you here. You're with your family.

Buffy is stricken, devastated by the possibility that her entire life is merely a delusion.

BUFFY

Dawn...

HANK

(to doctor)
That's the sister, right?

DOCTOR

A magickal Key. Buffy inserted Dawn into her delusion-- actually re-writing the entire history of it-- to accommodate a need for a familial bond. (to Buffy) But that created inconsistencies, didn't it? Your sister, your friends, all those people you created in Sunnydale... they aren't as comforting as they once were. Are they? They're coming apart.

Buffy puts her head in her hands, shutting out his words, not wanting to believe him.

JOYCE

Buffy, listen to what the doctor's saying. It's important.

DOCTOR

Buffy, you used to create these grand villains to battle against. And now what is it? Just ordinary students you went to high school with. No gods or monsters. Just three pathetic little men who like playing with toys.
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INT. NERD HIDEOUT-- DAY

Warren and Andrew descend the stairs into the basement, their arms loaded with boxes.

WARREN

Dude, that poison has got her drooling like a... some kind of a--

JONATHAN

Where've you guys been?

WARREN

(evasive)
Picking up some stuff.

ANDREW

And checking out Buffy on the van's remote surveillance.

WARREN

Andrew's demon pet has done some number on the Slayer. Got her trippin' like a Ken Russell film festival.

JONATHAN

Well, what kind of stuff?

WARREN

What?

JONATHAN

The packages... what's in them?

WARREN

Well, what do you think, Spanky? You think we're plotting against you?

JONATHAN

Better not be.

WARREN

It's just stuff, big man. You'll be in the know just as soon as you stop being all freakazoid.

Warren turns to his laptop and brings up a blueprint schematic.

WARREN

Ah, now there's the vault.

ANDREW

I still say we're gonna need eight other guys to pull this off.

WARREN

I never should have let you see that movie.

Jonathan suddenly heads for the stairs.

WARREN

Uh... where are you going?

JONATHAN

Out. Getting stuff I need.

WARREN

You know, I don't really think that's such a good idea.

JONATHAN

Why not?

WARREN

Well, it's... it's just not safe out there... alone. You saw how close the Slayer got. Look, we're a team. Something happens to you, it happens to all of us, right? Look, I know you're antsy. We all are. But you see, things, they're about to pick up. Big time. You just gotta be careful right now. All right? Stick together. Okay?

Jonathan's not buying it but he says nothing.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- LIVING ROOM-- DAY

Buffy sits on the sofa staring pensively at a picture of her and her parents when she was a little girl. Willow enters with a sheaf of papers and sits down next to her.

WILLOW

Look, Buffy, I found the demon. It fits your description and symptoms perfectly. Look, is this it?

She shows Buffy a pencil drawing of a demon. It resembles the one she fought in the alley and is labeled Glarghk Guhl Kashmas'nik. Buffy nods.

WILLOW

See? It's gonna be okay. Its pokey stinger carries an antidote to its own poison.

No reaction. Buffy continues staring at the photo.

BUFFY

I feel so lost.

WILLOW

I know. You're confused. It's that crazy juice inside you.

BUFFY

It's more than that. Even before the demon... I've been so detached.

WILLOW

We've all been kinda slumming.

BUFFY

Every day I try to snap out of it, figure out why I'm like that.

WILLOW

(firm)
Buffy, look at me. You are not in an institution. You have never been in an institution.

Tears well up in Buffy's eyes.

BUFFY

Yes, I have.

Willow is taken aback.

WILLOW

What?

BUFFY

Back when I saw my first vampires... I got so scared. I told my parents and they completely freaked out. They thought there was something seriously wrong with me. So they sent me to a clinic.

WILLOW

You never said anything.

BUFFY

I was only there a couple weeks. I stopped talking about it and they let me go. Eventually, my parents just forgot.

WILLOW

God... that's horrible.

Buffy's voice cracks with anguish. Tears stream down her cheeks.

BUFFY

What if I'm still there? What if I never left that clinic?

WILLOW

Buffy... Buffy you're not. I'm so sorry you had to go through that but it's the past. You've got to trust me. We're gonna get you that antidote. Xander's hunting the demon right now.

BUFFY

Alone? Willow, he can't. It's too strong.

WILLOW

It's okay. We got help.
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EXT. SUNNYDALE FOREST-- NIGHT

Spike and Xander move through the dark, only a flashlight to light their way. Xander carries a rifle over his shoulder.

SPIKE

So she's having the wiggens, is she? Thinks none of us are real. Bloody self-centered if you aske me.

XANDER

Spike, we need muscle, not color commentary.

SPIKE

On the other hand, it might explain some things. This all being in that twisted brain of hers. Yeah! Thinks up some chip in my head. Make me soft, fall in love with her, then turn me into her sodding sex slave.

XANDER

What?

SPIKE

Nothing. Alternative realities where we're all little figments of Buffy's funny-farm delusion. You know, in a different reality, you might not have left your bride at the altar. Might have gone through with it like a man.

XANDER

Okay, one more syllable about Anya--

The demon drops out of the trees in front of them with a vicious snarl and Xander yelps and recoils.

SPIKE

Oh, balls! You didn't say he was a Glarghk Guhl Kashmas'nik.

XANDER

Because I can't say Glarghk--

The demon slams Xander to the ground. Spike lays into it with a fusillade of vicious blows while Xander sits up and takes aim with the rifle. He shoots and scores a direct hit to the demon's torso but the creature isn't even slowed. It decks Spike and Xander swings the rifle like a bat, landing several blows to its head before being hurled to the ground again. Spike takes beats the creature back while Xander aims and fires again. The trank dark embeds itself in the demon's chest right next to the first one. The demon finally staggers, slows and collapses, unconscious.

Xander runs up to Spike, panting.

XANDER

I altered his reality! Get it? I... never mind.
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

Buffy sits on her bed, silent. Dawn enters with a coffee cup and sits on the bed next to her sister.

DAWN

I made you some tea.

BUFFY

Thanks. (beat) I'm okay, Dawn.

DAWN

The thousand-yard stare really helps sell that. (feels Buffy's forehead) You're burning up.

BUFFY

I should be taller than you.

DAWN

(smiles)
Maybe you're not done growing.

BUFFY

Coming apart...

DAWN

What's coming apart?

Buffy shakes her head and tries to focus.

BUFFY

We have to try harder.

DAWN

I'm trying.

BUFFY

Your grades, stealing... Willow's been doing your chores, hasn't she?

DAWN

What? No, it's the fever. It's cooking your brain.

Dawn starts to get up but Buffy seizes her arm.

BUFFY

We have to deal with these things, Dawn. We--
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

JOYCE

You don't have a sister, Buffy.

BUFFY

Dawn?

JOYCE

No, honey. Say it. It'll help you believe it.

Buffy sits on her bed in the institution, her mother next to her. Hank sits next to the bed in a chair.

BUFFY

I... don't... have a sister. I know I didn't grow up with her. These monks... they made her.

Hank and Joyce share a look.

HANK

It's your mind just playing tricks on you.

JOYCE

You're our little girl, Buffy. Our one and only. We've missed you so much. Mom and Dad just want to take you home and take care of you.

Buffy looks at her mother, then tentatively reaches out to touch her.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- NIGHT

Buffy strokes Dawn's hair, then suddenly jerks her hand away. Dawn suddenly realizes and a tear streaks down her cheek.

DAWN

I'm not even there. Am I?

BUFFY

What?

DAWN

You said it a second ago. You don't have a sister. It's your ideal reality and I'm not even a part of it.

BUFFY

Dawn, I... I didn't mean--

DAWN

I have to go finish my chores.

She stands up and walks out.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- NIGHT

Spike and Xander wrestle the demon over to one of the support pillars and chain it up while Willow puts on a pair of rubber gloves.

XANDER

Hold it. Hold it!

WILLOW

I'll need its arm.

The demon breaks free and throws Xander to the concrete floor.

XANDER

I'd like both my arms, too!

Spike hauls the creature to its feet and chains it again.

XANDER

Thanks, Spike. I'll help when the blistering pain subsides.

He stands up and approaches the demon and it kicks him in the shin, sending him howling back to the floor.

WILLOW

Ready?

Spike and Xander hold its arm still as Willow drives a meat fork into it. The stinger in its hand shoots out reflexively and Willow snaps it off.

WILLOW

Xander, I need you to go to the magick shop. I'll need alkanet root and handful of nettle leaf-- just for the medicinal properties. No magick. When you've got them, meet me at the campus lab. I'll see if I can brew up an antidote the old-fashioned way.

SPIKE

I'll hold here. Keep an eye on the wax job.

XANDER

Make sure that's all you're ogling.

WILLOW

Xander!

She pulls him up the stairs after her.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

Willow enters with a coffee mug.

WILLOW

Buffy? Wake up. I got yummy antidote goodness for you.

BUFFY

What happened?

WILLOW

It took a little longer than I'd hoped, no magick and all. Went boom twice but then I got it. When it's cool, drink it all down and everything should go back to normal.

BUFFY

You never stop coming through. Thank you, Willow.

Spike enters behind Willow, concerned.

SPIKE

(to Willow)
How is she?

WILLOW

Make sure she drinks all that. I'm gonna let Dawn know that everything's gonna be okay.

Willow leaves and Spike turns to Buffy.

SPIKE

You all right?

BUFFY

You need to leave me alone. You're not a part of my life.

SPIKE

(angry)
Fine, then. But I hope you don't think this ant--

He steps into a patch of sunlight and jerks back reflexively.

SPIKE

I hope you don't think this antidote's gonna rid you of that nasty martyrdom. See I figured it out, love. You can't help yourself. You're not drawn to the dark like I thought. You're addicted to the misery. It's why you won't tell your pals about us. Might actually have to be happy if you did. They'd either understand and help you-- god forbid-- or drive you out where you can finally be at peace. In the dark. With me. Either way you'd be better off for it but you're too twisted for that. Let yourself live already and stop with the bloody hero trip for a second. We'd all be the better for it. (beat) You either tell your friends about us... or I will.

He turns and leaves her alone. She closes her eyes in pain, then raises the mug to her lips. She starts to sip, then stops and lowers it again. She considers for a moment, then comes to a decision and pours the antidote into the garbage can.

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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

Buffy sits on her bed, knees drawn up to her chest, frightened. Her parents and the doctor stand over her.

DOCTOR

Buffy?

BUFFY

I don't wanna go back there. I want to be healthy again.

Joyce and Hank smile hopefully at her and each other.

BUFFY

(to doctor)
What do I have to do?
FADE OUT

ACT III

INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

Resume. Buffy looks up at her mother imploringly.

BUFFY

Mom, please, help me. I want to go home with you and dad.

JOYCE

I know, Buffy. But first you've gotta get better.

DOCTOR

It's not going to be easy, Buffy. You have to take it one step at a time. You have to start ridding your mind of those things that support your hallucinations. You understand? There are things in that world that you cling to. For your delusion, they're safe- holds but for your mind, they're traps. We have to break those down.

BUFFY

Slaying?

DOCTOR

Yes, but I'm talking about those things you want there. What keeps you going back?

BUFFY

My friends.

DOCTOR

That's right. Last summer when you had a momentary awakening, it was them that pulled you back in.

JOYCE

They're not really your friends, Buffy. They're just tricks keeping you from getting healthy.

DOCTOR

You have to do whatever it takes to convince yourself of that, Buffy. Whatever it takes.
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- DINING ROOM-- DAY

Willow turns the corner into the dining room and nearly runs into Buffy.

WILLOW

Oh, Buffy. I didn't see you. Are you feeling better? Did the antidote work?

BUFFY

I'm still pretty dazed but... better.

WILLOW

(smiles)
No more cuckoo's nest?

Buffy shakes her head.

WILLOW

Well, we still have the big bad all tranked out down in the basement in case it didn't work and we need more parts. It'll be nice to see you all better.

BUFFY

Thanks.

WILLOW

I can make you some food! Something big with energy, help you clear your noggin. Come on.

She leads Buffy into the kitchen.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- FOYER/CONTINUOUS-- DAY

Later. A knock at the front door and then Xander opens it and walks inside.

XANDER

Hello? I'm back. Clean and with the better smell now. Friends! Romans! Anyone?

He makes his way down the hall and stops in the kitchen when he sees Buffy standing by the sink.

XANDER

Hey! Hey, there, Sane Girl. So did Willow get that antidote to you all right?

BUFFY

Yeah. I'm better now.

XANDER

So it's settled? We're real, right? Guess we should finish off that demon and drag it out of the basement. And tell me you're up for that. I so don't want to see Spike right now. I mean, talk about losing touch. I hate to say it but I almost feel sorry for the guy. Almost. The things the poor guys was saying... I mean, I get, you know? I've been a part of the Buffy obsession--

Buffy swings a frying pan and clocks Xander in the head with it. Stunned, he's no match for her as she lifts him up, then gut punches him and knocks him out.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

Buffy drags Xander, barely conscious, down the stairs and into the basement. She throws him down onto the floor and he hangs onto consciousness just long enough to see Willow lying next to him, bound and gagged.

XANDER

Willow... what?

It finally becomes too much. His eyes close and his head drops to the floor.

Buffy stands over her two friends, looking down on them emotionless, then over at the snarling demon chained to the pillar.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- KITCHEN/CONTINUOUS-- DAY

Buffy emerges from the basement and locks the door behind her. She walks slowly down the hall and stops at the foot of the stairs.

BUFFY

Dawn?

No answer. Buffy heads up the stairs and down the upstairs hallway toward her sister's room. She opens the door and finds Dawn packing her backpack. Dawn turns around, startled.

DAWN

Don't you knock?

BUFFY

I called for you.

DAWN

Buffy, are you okay?

BUFFY

Where are you going?

DAWN

I'm going over to Janice's where they actually like having me around.

BUFFY

You're not going anywhere.

DAWN

Why not? You want me gone anyway. What do you care?

BUFFY

I care. You're going downstairs with the others. It's the only way I can get healthy.

Buffy approaches Dawn and she backs away slowly.

DAWN

(uneasy)
What are you talking about? Buffy, you look sick. What are you doing? What's wrong with you?

Buffy lunges for her but Dawn breaks free and runs down the hall.

DAWN

Stay away from me! Willow, help!

She runs into the master bedroom and locks the door.

DAWN

Buffy, please!

BUFFY

You can't hide, Dawn.

DAWN

Talk to me. You're hallucinating.

Buffy stops outside the door.

BUFFY

I know. You're just a trap for my mind.

DAWN

Buffy, please listen to me! That asylum and those people, they're not real!

Buffy kicks the door open. The room is empty. She goes back out into the hall to find Dawn at the far end, terrified.

DAWN

Buffy, look at me. I'm right here. You're my sister and I need you and I love you. Somewhere inside you must know that's real.

Buffy starts walking down the hall toward Dawn.

BUFFY

Sure it is. 'Cause what's more real? A sick girl in an institution or--

DAWN

Don't! Please, listen to me.

BUFFY

--some kind of supergirl chosen to fight demons and save the world? That's ridiculous.

Dawn slams her bedroom door in Buffy face and Buffy immediately kicks it open again.

BUFFY

A girl who sleeps with a vampire she hates? That makes sense.

Dawn lunges for the bathroom but Buffy flips across the bed, seizes her and slams her up against the armoire. She pushes Dawn down on the floor and starts choking her.

DAWN

No! Buffy, stop! I'm real!
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

DAWN

Buffy, stop it! I'll be good. I promise! You're not thinking.

Buffy throws Dawn down on the floor next to the others, her hands bound behind her back. She kneels beside her and tapes her mouth shut as well.

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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

The doctor and Buffy's parents lean in close, comforting her.

DOCTOR

It's okay, Buffy. Don't stress yourself.

JOYCE

Honey, take your time.

DOCTOR

Make it as easy on yourself as possible. There's nothing wrong with that.

Buffy nods, fearful but determined.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

Buffy stares down at her sister and her two friends, her face an inscrutable mask.

As Xander comes to, his hands bound to one of the support pillars, Buffy walks over to the slavering demon.

XANDER

Buffy... what are you doing?

She walks around behind the creature and releases its chains. It shrugs itself free and as Xander stands up, horrified.

XANDER

Oh, my god...
FADE OUT

ACT IV

INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

Resume. Buffy stand back as the snarling demon approaches Xander.

XANDER

Buffy, help me! I need my hands!

He desperately tries to keep the beast away by kicking at it but it's no use.

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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- FOYER-- DAY

The front door opens and Tara enters.

TARA

Hello? Anybody home?
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

Xander is holding his own-- barely-- but his strength is fading. Buffy retreats under the stares, terrified but doing nothing to stop the slaughter of her friends.

The demon pulls Xander's bonds free and throws him across the room where he slams into a refrigerator.

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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

Joyce reaches out for Buffy and she leaps off the bed with a anguished cry and huddles in the corner, whimpering.

JOYCE

It's gonna be okay, sweetheart. Whatever it is, it's not real, remember? Just keep concentrating. I'm right here, sweetie.
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

The demon beats Xander down to the floor again. He cries out desperately.

XANDER

Buffy, help me!

The door at the top of the stairs opens and Tara comes down.

TARA

Willow?

She sees what's happening and her eyes go wide with shock. She looks down at Willow and Dawn, bound on the floor.

TARA

Eximete!

Their bonds magickally come free and they sit up as Tara points her finger at a shelf stacked with old paint cans.

TARA

Vis zenobiare solvere!

The shelf shoots across the room and slams into the demon as Buffy reaches through the stairs from below and trips Tara, sending her sprawling to the bottom.

WILLOW

No! Tara!
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

Buffy sinks to the floor, the emotional pain almost too much for her to bear.

BUFFY

I don't know... I don't know...

JOYCE

Buffy, look at me.

BUFFY

I don't know... I don't know...

JOYCE

I believe in you. You're a survivor. You can do this.
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

The demon looms over Dawn. Buffy closes her eyes to the carnage in front of her as Xander tries to tackle the demon from behind. It easily shrugs him off and hurls him across the room.

BUFFY

Xander...

The creature throws Dawn to the floor as Willow picks up an aluminum baseball bat and beats it with all her might. The blows barely slow it down. It wrenches the bat from her hands and hits her in the face with handle. She crumples to the floor and lies still.

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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

BUFFY

Willow!

Buffy beats her head against the wall in agony as her friends suffer in her mind.

JOYCE

Buffy! Buffy, fight it. You're too good to give in. You can beat this thing. Be strong, baby, okay? I know you're afraid. I know the world feels like a hard place sometimes but you've got people who love you. Your dad and I, we have all the faith in the world in you. We'll always be with you. You've got a world of strength in your heart. I know you do. You just have to find it again. Believe in yourself.

She strokes her daughter's hair as a look of calm descends on Buffy's face. She smiles up at her mother.

BUFFY

You're right. Thank you.

Joyce smiles.

BUFFY

Goodbye.

Joyce's smile fades as Buffy eyes grow fixed and distant.

JOYCE

Buffy?
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INT. SUMMERS HOME-- BASEMENT-- DAY

Buffy stands up behind the stairs, her face set with grim determination. She launches herself at the demon and beats it down, picks it up and hurls it across the room. As it stands up to charge her again, she delivers a blow to its chest with such force, her fist punches right through its body and out the other side.

She yanks her hand back out and the creature collapses to the floor, dead.

She turns around to find Xander, Willow, Tara and Dawn bloody and bruised and staring warily at her.

BUFFY

I'm so sorry...

WILLOW

Buffy?

XANDER

We're okay. It's all okay.

Buffy staggers slightly.

WILLOW

Buffy, sit down. You'll fall over.

BUFFY

No, I can't. Not until I have the antidote.

WILLOW

Okay. We'll make more. We'll take care of it. It's gonna be okay, Buffy.
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INT. L.A. PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL-- BUFFY'S ROOM-- DAY

The doctor shines his light into Buffy's eyes. Her pupils are fixed and non- responsive. He looks up at Joyce and Hank, his expression grim.

DOCTOR

I'm sorry. There's no reaction at all. I'm afraid we lost her.

Hank embraces his sobbing wife as Buffy stares blankly at the wall.

FADE TO BLACK
END